Going back to work

OK so going back to work really sucks. I start back tomorrow and I am already depressed. I have been okay until just now. I started packing her bag and getting her bottles ready for tomorrow and it hit me like a brick wall. IT SUCKS!!! I just don't want to leave her. I am going to miss her smell, her smile, her cry and her hugs. I know that she will be safe and her teacher will call if anything happens, but leaving her is just too hard. I really wish I didn't have to go back, but I do. Hopefully tomorrow will go by fast and I will be busy enough to not think about it too much. I am just dreading it. I will keep you posted on how we do, but it really SUCKS!!!

It's been a while

WOW! I didn't realize that I haven't posted since Miss Sadie came home. There have been lots of sleepless nights and just getting used to having her home, but she has done so well. I knew that life was going to change when I had kids, but lots of things have changed. I love my daughter and am just so glad that she is here and healthy and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
Since I am in a good mood, that is all for now. But I do have lots to say, just not now...
I do start back to work soon and I know that is going to be really hard, so I am sure I will be back soon.