Going back to work

OK so going back to work really sucks. I start back tomorrow and I am already depressed. I have been okay until just now. I started packing her bag and getting her bottles ready for tomorrow and it hit me like a brick wall. IT SUCKS!!! I just don't want to leave her. I am going to miss her smell, her smile, her cry and her hugs. I know that she will be safe and her teacher will call if anything happens, but leaving her is just too hard. I really wish I didn't have to go back, but I do. Hopefully tomorrow will go by fast and I will be busy enough to not think about it too much. I am just dreading it. I will keep you posted on how we do, but it really SUCKS!!!