Going back to work

OK so going back to work really sucks. I start back tomorrow and I am already depressed. I have been okay until just now. I started packing her bag and getting her bottles ready for tomorrow and it hit me like a brick wall. IT SUCKS!!! I just don't want to leave her. I am going to miss her smell, her smile, her cry and her hugs. I know that she will be safe and her teacher will call if anything happens, but leaving her is just too hard. I really wish I didn't have to go back, but I do. Hopefully tomorrow will go by fast and I will be busy enough to not think about it too much. I am just dreading it. I will keep you posted on how we do, but it really SUCKS!!!

It's been a while

WOW! I didn't realize that I haven't posted since Miss Sadie came home. There have been lots of sleepless nights and just getting used to having her home, but she has done so well. I knew that life was going to change when I had kids, but lots of things have changed. I love my daughter and am just so glad that she is here and healthy and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
Since I am in a good mood, that is all for now. But I do have lots to say, just not now...
I do start back to work soon and I know that is going to be really hard, so I am sure I will be back soon.

Almost here...

I was told today that it may be as soon as 2 weeks or less before Sadie comes home. She has gained over a pound and is eating a bottle a day now. Once she can eat all of her feedings she will be home soon. We were also told that this means that we have to find her a car seat. So we went searching for one suitable for her. She is not even 4 lbs yet, but the lady said as long as it says 4 lbs on the side we should be good. There was ONE. Not one at one store but ONE TOTAL!!! I have searched on line and in several differend stores. And guess what, it is one of the most expensive ones out there. WOW!!! Anyways, we will do whatever we have to to have her home, but it is super frusterating that they don't have more than one to choose from. We still have lots to do before she gets home. THe floors are supposed to be in tomorrow so Kevin will be working on that when he gets home from work next week and weekend. The bed is here, but we have to put it together. The changing table is about to be ordered. So we are almost ready, still a lot to do, but I can't wait to have her here at home.