It's been a while...

Ok, so it has been a while...a LONG while, and by long I mean I now have two kids long.  WOW!!!

Oh well, so here is the short version of what has happened since my last blog like 4 years ago. Sadie is now 4, will be 5 in just a few months. And we had another baby! It's a boy! His name is Charles Robert Kraus, and he too was a premie. He was born on April 2, 2011. He was born just 8 weeks early, as to his sister that was 12 weeks early. He weighed in at 4 lbs and 8 oz. He spent about a week in the NICU. He came home with a heart monitor, but he has done just as well as his sister did. He will be 2 in just a few months. Wow how time flies!

So, anyways. I am going to give this blog thing another shot. I am hoping to be able to post on here at least once a month. Now if something too funny not to share happens, then I will be blogging more often. But for now, this is it...

Going back to work

OK so going back to work really sucks. I start back tomorrow and I am already depressed. I have been okay until just now. I started packing her bag and getting her bottles ready for tomorrow and it hit me like a brick wall. IT SUCKS!!! I just don't want to leave her. I am going to miss her smell, her smile, her cry and her hugs. I know that she will be safe and her teacher will call if anything happens, but leaving her is just too hard. I really wish I didn't have to go back, but I do. Hopefully tomorrow will go by fast and I will be busy enough to not think about it too much. I am just dreading it. I will keep you posted on how we do, but it really SUCKS!!!

It's been a while

WOW! I didn't realize that I haven't posted since Miss Sadie came home. There have been lots of sleepless nights and just getting used to having her home, but she has done so well. I knew that life was going to change when I had kids, but lots of things have changed. I love my daughter and am just so glad that she is here and healthy and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
Since I am in a good mood, that is all for now. But I do have lots to say, just not now...
I do start back to work soon and I know that is going to be really hard, so I am sure I will be back soon.